When you look at me. I’m here. I walk class to class without hesitating a single step. I keep my head down and put my headphones in so I don’t have to face my reality. But you’re in the back of my head. All I can ever think about is you. Every memory. Every kiss. I want it all to go away so badly. Please. I wouldn’t call this love. A form of insanity. How would you describe such an emotion . No letter no word can fully define. Not even a full length novel. It’s been 9 damn months honey why do I still feel this way.